I don’t like my job.  Wait I think that’s an understatement…right now I hate my job.  It’s sucking my will to live.  Getting up on days where I know I need to go to the office is depressing.  One reason is that it’s not even close to a challenge for me.  Sometimes I honestly think that my dog could be trained to do the job if only it didn’t have to answer the phone.  There is nothing but tedium waiting for me when I walk through the doors at 8 am.  My brain is mostly going to waste…all I do is answer the phone, take payments & type form letters.  Nothing challenging, nothing creative. Every second I sit in that chair in front I feel suffocated.  Every move I make, every task is exactly the same as the day before.  I feel like an automaton…everything by rote, staring at my screen but seeing only the abyss.  I wonder where life went all screwy that I ended up here.  My job wasn’t supposed to be the administrative assistant to some small insurance agency.  I wanted to be a writer, adventurer, and historian.  Sort of Indiana Jones meets Jane Austen with better clothes.  My job was supposed to take me across the country & around the world…. I need a change….a new direction, a new lease on my work life.  Now if only I didn’t need my job so we could survive…
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  • http://www.themutantmousechronicles.blogspot.com fishfire

    I think we all know this feeling you have. Take a notebook with you. Write your thoughts while doing the automation thing.

    You are already writing, putting down words on this digital paper and sharing it with the world. Your adventure has already begun. Watch for low branches and rabid dogs.

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